© 2021, Lyrics by Jason Didner and Amy Didner; Music by Jason Didner
Dark thoughts come a-rising
From the bottom of my mind
They say they’re being helpful
They say they’re being kind
They’re spinning me a story
To explain the way I feel
But all they do is hurt me
And they're barely even real
Cruel deceptions - in my brain
Multiply my pain
I’m being punished by God - I’m never rewarded
I’m left to suffer alone - I’m never supported
I know these are lies
But I ain't seeing' through 'em
Can't wish 'em away
I can't undo 'em
These thoughts are distorted
Dark thoughts still a-rising
From the bottom of my my mind
They've never once been helpful
And they've never once been kind
When the lies get hold of me
I get locked behind their wall
I can see a key to freedom
If I watch them rise and fall
I'm getting mindful - of my brain
Just being with the pain
I’m being punished by God - I’m never rewarded
I’m left to suffer alone - I’m never supported
I'm aware of the way
I'm reacting to 'em
Can't wish 'em away
But I will get through 'em
These thoughts are distorted
I’m being punished by God - I’m never rewarded
I’m left to suffer alone - I’m never supported
I'm aware of the way
I'm reacting to 'em
Can't wish 'em away
But I will get through 'em
These thoughts are distorted
Oh Papancha